Haunted by the past by a face of familiar character
Taunted by the memories of unending thoughts
Prisoner of a lost void that is yet to be forgotten
a Heart filled with Jaded bliss that has no remorse to leave
Hollow to the touch yet lost to the struggle to end the war
I wait in despair for the welcoming of the Chaos it brings
its the only Comfort I find in the nite
So I wait…. wait and wait
until my eyes become red with rage and anger
forcing my last tears to fall and dry on the cracked
and bruised flesh that I once called my cheek
I wait to the pounding of my heart to steady as
my fatigue demands my body to give in to its only wish
sleep
Yet even in my sleep I find no rest from this misery
Enslaved by time, plague by you for eternity
Slowly I creep through the Nite finding hope in unbound places
Through lost faces, persistent thoughts whisper through the first light
bound in a cage full of what was and never could
I wait
I wait
and I wait
for it was the first lesson that was taught
but finding peace in misery isn’t how to live
with Time comes new light
the day sparks new flames which ignite old memories of the past
burning them out of existence until they are only dust
calming of the river that flows
it is here I find the will to wash away the lost and void that is you
It is here I find me
